I feel really unhappy and depressed. I live with my mother who is a botch to put in mildly. I am 21 years of age. I feel depressed because of loads of things, but today I was told by my mother that I going on holiday with my 9 yr old cousin and her father in 2 wks time. I was so excited as I never get to go away much and this would be a real treat, so I rushed home, had a look at the pontins website at the place we would be staying and then my mums says I cannot go, maybe because of the cost, I dunno, but she should have thought about that before getting my hopes up. I also have 1000 pounds inheritance from my grandmother that I should have got when I turned 21 back in January, but she wont let me have it. I hate her so much. I just needed a rant because nothing seems to go right.