So ds is 4 weeks old and I can feel the anger and anxiety sneaking back in. I feel like I can't talk to dh about it because he's so stressed with our business. It's been suffering for a while but now we are considering either trying to shut it ourselves or call in liquidators. Either way I think we'll loose our house and have to declare ourselves bankrupt.
I've been saving up for ages to get myself a new buggy and buggy board. Yesterday I bought a Bugaboo Frog but when I got home I found both the front wheels are broken. I've contacted the woman I bought it from and she said it was fine and worked for her which is lies because she has a Bugaboo Cameleon which has the same wheels. I asked to take it back and get my money back but she's ignoring me. I then found out how much wheels cost and even the raincover is expensive. I can't sell the thing on with broken wheels so I guess I'm stuck. The really stupid thing I did was sell my quinny yesterday before I even tried out the Frog. So now I don't even have a usable buggy for ds. I have a beaten up old maclaren which is for 3 months and older.
I feel so shit, I'm tired, I'm having trouble breathing and I feel like I could explode at my dd at any moment. I have to go into the bathroom and twist towels to calm down.
I feel like going round this womans house slashing the wheels on her big Audi.
Just needed to vent.