....I really feel low. I've had 2 hysterical panic attacks in the past 3 days. DH was horrible to me saying that PND was coming back and he would take me to the Doctors. Not something to say to someone who is already panicking about being treated like a freak. He said he would support me through everything with my parents. But the one time I need him and he behaves just like he did when I had PND.... being cold, angry, spiteful and eventually shoving me out of the way telling me he can't handle me. Can't handle me crying coz he's hurt my feelings??
Oh I know I'm not making much sense, but I'm at work and don't want to go into details just now in case I cry again.
Doesn't my happiness matter to DH? Am I just a problem that needs solved.
I've had so much to deal with over the past few months I can really feel myself slip out of control again. I need to gain control again and quickly before I'm back in the depression loop.