whats wrong with me?

[mothersmilk]

i started back at work 2 weeks ago only 2 nights a week 6-12pm i cant figure out if im just tired or if its the verge of depression im just so angry/stressed i cant cope with the kids one minute im flying off the handle the next im in tears then i just want to cuddle up with mydc's and do nothing everything feels as though its getting on top of me silly things like hoovering ironing generally tidying i just dont have time or energy, iv found my self worrying about the amount i eat evan though im already very slim and im just so tired everything gets alot worse after lunch thats when i go down hill, does anyone have any pearls of wisdom for me iv always been one to just get on with but it seems as though those days have gone please can some one help?

How is your sleeping? Do you wake up early and find it hard to get back to sleep?

i have to wake up early ds gets up around 5.30-6 but lukily dh will get up up with dc most days if he can to be honest if i could id probably stay in bed the best part of the day dc are the only reason i get up i go to bed quite early aswell

It's just that early waking (and unable to get back to sleep) is a classic sign of depression.

Doesn't mean you're not if you don't, if you see what I mean.

I would get down to the GP and tell them how you are feeling.

Working evenings must be gruelling - I would be shattered if it was me.

thing is i really dont want to see my gp as i dont want any pills