History of eating disorder - stupid 'fat' voices in my head again!!!!

[SunisShinin]

I've had problems with eating since i was 12. Worst was when i was about 19 and would only drink black coffee, water and eat once a day - salad with fat free dressing and wafer thin ham. Never had professional help - and never discussed 'eating disorder' openly, even with my mum who would beg me to eat and did a great job of gently pushing me to take more calroies each day until i was on releatively normal diet. Lost about a stone last year through stress reducing my appetite and have just got up to what i consider to be my normal weight. Here comes the voice in my head that whispers 'you don't really need to eat that'- thats how it starts and i eat less and get more and more contriolling around food.
Does anyone ever get cured from this? Does every woman experience this?

[DidEinsteinsMum]

Question what is going on in your life that you feel you can't control. i get these when my life is spiralling out of control.

Everyone has different reasons for controlling their eating. often treating the cause helps (and i mean helps not cures) the eating issue.

Am sorry i can't be more helpful and am sure wiser mnetters will come to your rescue but didn't want you to go comletely unanswered and adviceless.