Have a 2.5 dd, lone parent, bipolar disorder. I feel really terrible. Don't have many local friends, one of them asked me if I was fit to be a mother the last time I talked to her.
I think if it keeps feeling this bad I might ring the samaritans this afternoon, which I've never done before, whilst my daughter has a nap. I am really, really struggling and I don't know what to do.