hello. just wanted to let you know that I am ok. Well, as ok as I can be, still bleeding a bit so not sure if I've just had a period or what. Will go to the doctors on friday if it is no better. JoolsToo not sure what you mean by that though. We have hardly spoken since it all happened. he went to the doctors and the doc thinks he could be depressed to but he refuses to take ADs. I have told him that if he ever even touches me again when I say no, then I will leave, and that i could do it while he was at work. I have told him that IF we made a go of it then it has to be on my terms, and to take it at a pace to suit me. I have not decided what i want to do at the moment. he is sleeping on the sofa for now.
I had the other thread deleted because a lot of people where posting about who i really was and where i lived etc. anyway, I just wanted to say thanks for putting up with me and I am sorry for causing upset. speak to you all again sometime
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