Have PND 2nd time around. Don't feel quite as awful - yet - as i did with DD. Think we caught it early, but told doc didn't want to become as bad as last time, so she gave me tabs straight away. Was on Seroxat last time which helped 100%, but am breastfeeding this time, couldn't have them. So she gave me Amitryptyline 75mg once daily to take at night. Took them Fri night - was up twice to feed DS, but can't remember that AT ALL. Then Sat morning, well it was hideous. I wanted to curl up in a ball, cry & die. I almost felt suicidal. NEVER felt that bad before even in my darkest days. Luckily my mum was here to look after me & i felt better by the eve. But i didn't take them last night, too scared of how i felt. Will go back to dr tomorrow, but just wanted to know if anyone has had these, if they then felt like i did, & did they perservere & it improved, or gave up like me??
Lots of questions i know, just wondering now if i did the right thing??
Thanks all xxx