i wouldnt say i was depressed or extremly anxious ,just really really fed up with just about everything in my life at the moment. I cant seem to cope with anything other than the bare minimum ,someone collected something from my house today and after they had gone i just wanted to cry at how awful my house must of looked to them ,not that this spurrred me on to do anything about it ! I am drinking waaaaay too much ,which i know isnt helping my frame of mind at all . I just feel there is so much to do and cant seem to focus on one thing or another . I have maxed out my ccredit card and cant tell my husband ,keep telling myself i can clear it with a bit of effort ( have cut it up though!) ,but each month passes and i only end up making the minimum payment . Basically i need a quick kick up the arse , any one got and steel toecapped boots ?