I'm gonna fall apart i just know it

[nutcracker]

Have been trying so hard not to post under here but feel like i'm gonna fall apart.

Not even sure why, well no thats not true am fed up, lonely and fed up. My kids have been quite good these hols but am ready for them to go back now, i just want a break teeny tiny one thats all.

Am trying to lose weight and failing miserably, it's just not working, the more i do and less i eat the fatter i get.

Have got a headache (my own fault too much vodka) and could just cry for nothing really. Even a few threads on here have made me wanna cry and there was nothing wrong with them.

Don't like me anymore, wanna swap.

Thats good, just out of curiosity, why doesn't your dp want your dd to have a lamp on.

Erm cos he is a selfish arse and basically what he wants goes (or so he thinks).

Wanna go hide today and never come out again.

I can't beleive he is risking distressing his children for the sake of a lamp. Have you carried on with the deal that you made your dd2?

Are you feeling any brighter today?

Sorry nutty, only just seen this.

For starters tell dp if he wants the lamp off he can shove it up his arse - you have to look after your dd if she's scared so you should say what goes. Its not exactly going to damage her by having the light on.

And you're totally wrong that dp shouldn't want to be with you - you are not awful!!!! You're lovely, kind, generous, funny (etc etc), that's why you should leave dp, because you deserve better, NOT because he deserves better!!!!

No more voddie might be a good idea but don't worry about your weight, you can still fit through the front door and you've got far better things to worry about at the moment, don't be so hard on yourself.

If you feel down you know where I am and I was serious about Flambards and going out, get down here!!

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Just seen this too pet Sorry you are feeling so down.

Dont beat yourself up about the voddie - vodka is a necessity in my life sometimes and it defeats the object of enjoying it if your going to feel worse for drinking it IYSWIM

Just seen this too pet Sorry you are feeling so down.

Dont beat yourself up about the voddie - vodka is a necessity in my life sometimes and it defeats the object of enjoying it if your going to feel worse for drinking it IYSWIM

Just seen this too pet Sorry you are feeling so down.

Dont beat yourself up about the voddie - vodka is a necessity in my life sometimes and it defeats the object of enjoying it if your going to feel worse for drinking it IYSWIM

oops maybe shouldnt have drunk a bottle of vodka before trying to post that nmessage!

why does it matter if she has a lamp on.... sorry maybe i am being stupid but i dont see why it matters. I am a firm beliver that you do whatever you need to to let your child get a good nights sleep for as long as they need it.(because consequently YOU get a good nights sleep aswell) I know a 7 year old who has a lamp on for a while at night and she is a delightful child so having a lamp on is def not damaging. You want to get a massive flood light to be sarcastic!!!!!

Nutty I have said hello on another thread but I am right there with you.

WK hiya how are you?