I don't feel anything.

[MoonDragon]

Just numb.

I have been through so much over the last couple of years, and my marriage is in a bad place. I would end it if it was simple but DH thinks we should keep trying.

I can not bring myself at the moment to go into details, but I think if anything else goes wrong in my life now, I will quite simply crack up.

I have amazing days when I feel like I can cope and then times like this when I not only can't cope, but don't feel as if I want to anymore.

I may go to bed soon after starting this thread, but just needed to offload a little,

Why is life so hard, or am I just a complete wimp in not being able to take anymore?

The problem is, I am on AD's and have a number of health issues. DH is trying, but it is just too late.

I have recently lost someone to cancer and have found out another friend has it.

I am in debt

I have fallen very deeply for another man. It is not a case of the grass being greener.

I have a huge family and am very close to DH's chldren and family.
I have no right to tear all of this apart.

I do focus on the positive, but is it ever easy or is life really just a series of challenges that we just have to negotiate and make the most of the bits inbetween. Surely there must be a time when I can just cruise and not be continually dealing with problems.

I am very tired.