LadyPink, you do not sound very sure about not continuing this pregnancy; if I am reading you wrong, please ignore me. I do not want to add more hurt to a very difficult situation for you.
IME, women deal well with whatever decision they make, if they make that decision for the "right" reasons. By that I do NOT mean to suggest you continue with pregnancy (as woman who have unwanted children can suffer terribly, and of course the children), but try and look further than the next few months. If your family is complete, then do not have a child that may end up resented. On the other hand, if it is a matter of timing, make sure you have explored all options.
I work with women who have/plan to have/had terminations and it is very sad how many suffer, sometimes years and decades later, as they regret decisions they cannot undo - and, again, that could mean continuing or not continuing the pregnancy. I am very much pro choice, please do not feel judged. Quite obviously as a perfect stranger on an on-line forum I can only give a very general opinion.
BTW, what got my alarm bells ringing, was you considering surgical termination as the preferred option because it is "over and done with" - do not be tempted to try and carry on as if this pregnancy had not happened after a termination. It does really often come back to haunt people. Medical termination is statistically safer and will protect future fertility - although, yes, of course STOP if safe, too.
Right, I will butt out now. I really hope, I have not cause any offense to you or anybody else on this thread. Good luck to you, whatever your decision. I hope all will go well for you.