My dd threw her hat out of her buggy on the way home and I went back to find it but it must have blown away. I can't afford to buy her a new one, I had to walk to the supermarket because I don't have enough for the bus fare and nappies.
I guess this was the flood gate and I stood in the street and burst into tears.
My MIL has cancer and goes in for her op on Sunday. My FIL has advanced MS and has gone down hill rapidly since my MIL was diagnosed with cancer.
My sister has manic depression and ocd. My parents run around after her all the time. My Mum has very little time for me and I don't want to put more stress on her. My Step Dad also has prostate cancer.
My Dad is moving to the other end of the country because he can't stand living near my sister anymore. It's not like I live very close anyway, 2.5 hours drive but it'll mean a plane ride to visit.
We own 2 small retail clothing shops and they are really struggling with this media hyped credit crunch. My dh is scared we go under, things are really close, then we'd loose our house and car.
My dh has had to and will have to work in the shop allot more over the next while as our shop managers gf has cancer and has now been told the doctors can't do anything more to help her. I feel so sorry for them, it's breaking my heart and we want to give them as much support as we can. Dh then has to make up hours in the office and he's worn out. He's lying awake all night worrying.
He's also waiting on results from an mri scan he had on his kidney as he has a lump there.
And to top it all off, I had food poisoning last night and now I'm bleeding, not great for 10 weeks pregnant. If I am miscarrying, this'll be my third.
I know I have allot to be greatful for but I'm struggling today and writing it all down helps.