It's going to be a bad day I think. Just had to come to my PC and write something as otherwise I probably would have lost it.
Been up since 0500 and dd (3) is already in mega winge mode and driving me nuts over every little thing. ds is also a bit wingy but expect that of him, he's 7 months old and probably teething again. Just can't cope with it today. The last instance nearly sent me over the edge and I actually picked dd up and grumbled at her face that she's got no reason for winging/crying (she had thrown a toy deliberately behind the sofa and because I didn't rush there to get it for her she let rip). That's when I came here to type as I felt like a real ogre... you know the type... 'stop crying or I give you a reason to'.
I'm just so tired (physically) and generally tired of it all. I love my kids, BUT... sometimes... I just want to be on a deserted island. o.k. doesn't help that I constantly seem to be coming down with either a cold or sinus infection etc.
I thought I'd arrange for a last minute flight for dd and myself to Israel to visit my friend and for some sun and sea, but the flights would cost us £500+!!! plus someone to come in to look after ds (couldn't face flying out with 2 kids and it wouldn't be relaxation then anyhow) So that's a nono.
DH is working silly hours and having lots of office politics bs going on at work so even though he tries to help it's not much help at times iykwim.
Rant over I've calmed down enough now to face the 2 little monsters again.
Thanks for reading