After having ds2 I suffered with PND. I dealt with it through seeing my lovely health visitor. Since feeling slightly normal again we have moved into a different area and health visitors here are not so lovely. When I started to feel down again I spoke to the doctor, he just told me it was probably PMT. He was very unsympathetic.
Over the last couple of month I have started feeling very anxious so I went to see a different doc who said Im suffering from anxiety and gave me aload of stuff to read but once again I just felt like I was wasting her time. She spent most of the appointment typing away on her computer instead of listening to what I had to say. So I left feeling worse.
I have this irrational fear of my kids being sick. Its so bad that the second DS1 even mentions someone at his school has been sick I get butterflies immediately and I cant eat or sleep...is this normal?!?!? I will just lie awake all night listening out for them, waiting for them to be ill. I sometimes feel so down and desperate that I have self harmed and I am really ashamed and feel I cant tell the docs this cos they will think Im mental and take my boys off me!!! Any advice would be really welcome x x