I feel so down, I cant help but miss him

[tammybear]

I feel so down. Im fine when Im busy, but even then I still think of dp but it gets even worse when Im at home, and dd's gone to bed, and Im all alone. I miss him so much and I think about him all the time

I havent spoken to him since Tuesday. Tuesday! Can you believe its only been three days, three days and it feels like a lifetime!!! I feel so upset, especially at the thought that maybe he's forgotten all about me already, just getting on with his life and not missing me or thinking about me at all.

I dont know what to do. I have to be strong during the day when Im at work, and when Ive with dd, but I just dont know what to do. I feel lost

thats quite alright fimbo. ive been thinking about that question since this whole thing started which was 3 weeks ago i think. and the answer i keep coming up with is yes i do love him. i dont think it is fear of being alone and dp has said before he wonders if i never had dd, would i have ever been with him in the first place, and the answer is yes i would be. ive spent most of my life on my own, and im quite comfortable with being on my own, if that makes sense, although we all need to have company at times dont we?

In that case TB, you have to see him and soon. You can't keep hanging around in limbo like this. Whatever you decide to do remember you always have your MN friends for support.

I am going to bed now, so take care. Fimbo xx

thanks fimbo xx

its definetly over