I have been searching the net this morning trying to find a forum to join that is non judgemental. I did belong to another called parentcentre which i would not wish on my worst enermy. My memtal health has been declining slowly over the last couple of months and in the last weeks i have gone downhill rapidy. I can no longer sleep,eat, speak to a real person or leave my home. I had a melt-down and spent 24 hours in hospital but because i was not a danger to myself(they reckon) or anyone else they let me go. I saw a cpn this morning but could not say anything to her as i just don't want to open my mouth and speak. I have my daughter at home who is in a state because her dad took her when i was in hospital and she is scared of him. She is now scared he is going to take her away again. It is a long story which i won't go into as i can not take another forum ganging up on me and laughing a physical/mental child abuse. I just don't know what to do for the best anymore. I even e-mailed the sameritians and got a patrinizing e-mail back so that was a waste of time it just made me feel worse. Sorry to go on but i have nobody to share any of this with as i am scared to being ground down any further as i don't think i could take one more thing. I am not even speaking to my family now because i just cry at everything and they hate me for being such a weak self-pitying person. Where do i go from here.