The past month and a half has been really tough, I had a very disturbing dream a month or so back about my ds being abused by people I had let into the house. It affected me so much I was plauged by obbsessive thought for a couple of weeks after and constantly checking his window etc to see if anything had been broken. Things got better but just yesterday more thoughts surfacing from before about our neighbour and last night another nightmare about our neighbour this time, I cant understand this pre-occupation. When the htoughts were at their worst I actullay thought all the people close to me could be abusing him (even my dp). the thoughts are still lingering. I havnt seen a doctor because I feel a ten minute appointmet isnt really enough time to discuss the whole thing. I dont know I just wondered what others thought about this.help.........