Sat here worrying about everything. Is my marriage over.There seems to be little effort from other half. Two DD living at at home 22 and 17. They go to work ,come home from work, little is happening with them, no real friendships, boyfriends nothing. I suggested tonight they get a hobbie, that was my head biten off. Then husband said I was like jeckle and Hyde because my mood changed. It changed because I'm exhausted, I do everything around the home to keep it running, I'm constantly worrying are my DDs happy, do they feel lonely. I ask husband to do something around the house, he forgets! I'm 48 and my body is knackered, my libido has totally gone, saying that husband only shows affection when he wants sex. I feel used. Friendships are getting hard work for me, I feel invisible even when I'm with friends. I have no extended family close by, my parents are both gone. I feel jealous when my girlfriends talk about what they are doing with their families. From the outside people would think I was ok because that's my go to response 'I'm ok' but I'm really not. I feel miserable, fat, lonely, even though I do socialise, I do work. I feel used by my husband and DD like I'm just the cleaner.