Apologies if I start rambling I’m feeling really unwell. I have severe mental health issues and agoraphobia. Which means I’m trapped in the house. Making half terms really difficult. I can’t take the kids out like I used to so I am reliant on my husband. He has only taken 2 days off this time meaning my youngest has been with me. He’s been to a mates one day and with a relative a few hours another. I just feel so deathly guilty. My husband’s whole attitude to me is to just not talk about my problems and hope they’ll go away. I have struggled through the last few days and today I thought he might stay around to take youngest out or something but no, he’s been summoned by his family to help them out and off he’s gone. So again I’m trapped in the house with the kids. I work extremely hard to hide my issues from the kids. But it’s getting harder and harder. They honestly don’t know there’s anything from with me I’m that good at masking. I get round the agoraphobia by telling them I have to be at home for various things. God knows how this will work in the summer. I told him out right that I couldn’t cope on Thursday and he literally ignored me. I’m trying to get help but the mental health service here is diabolical. I just don’t know which way is up. I know I must be hard for him to live with but surely what should make him want to help me more??