I find this so crippling. I've had it since I can remember and I'm in my mid 40s now. I can't see a way out of it since I'm at that age where I'm told basically every symptom is potentially cancer and this is my greatest fear.
I am constipated (very hard stool) and seeing blood from straining and now I'm terrified. I can't sleep or think straight. It's been 5 days since this started and I believe it has all started due to a very out of character eating spree the week prior to Easter. Or, at least, that's what I'm telling myself because other things are scary!
I had a sigmoidoscopy about 18 months ago, and got an all clear with the exception of 2 internal haemorrhoids, but I can't get the surgeons voice out of my head where she was telling me it looked at the LOWER colon only and not the FULL colon.
I don't know really what that means. I am reading that sigmoidoscopy is good because it's less invasive and weird things on it mean you will be referred for a full colonoscopy and, if there are no weird things, that's great because issues usually start in the place this looks at but, if that's the case, why tell me in that way about the limitations at the time? Why not add the other information, too?
There is literally no point to this post except to air out how I'm feeling so I don't collapse under fear. Thanks for reading.