I've been dealing with this for as long as I can remember but my anxiety has decided to come for this fear. My right breast is bigger and lumpier than the left but when I try to do a "proper" breast exam it's so lumpy I get myself in a panic. I normally just feel about with what feels natural and I can't feel anything but when I go quite deep it's so lumpy. I've been to the gp numerous times in previous years and also been to breast clinic 2 years ago. I just can't shake this fear. Even though I've been told I just hav lumpy breasts but my left isn't lumpy at all