… and I’m terrified. So scared of the side effects. It’s taken me 3 weeks to build up to taking them. The noise in my head and the absolute despair I feel constantly is just too much now. I’ve started on half a tablet so 25mg rather than 50mg to hopefully ease myself in. I feel like an utter failure because this has all came off the back of a breakup. I can’t believe I’ve got into this state because of it. I don’t know why I’m posting here but I had to get it out somewhere that isn’t someone IRL because I already know my friends and family are beside themselves with worry about me and I feel so guilty about that too.