a bit of a shopping list of what’s bothering me but here goes …
mum of 2 girls , 4 year old and 13 month old
i try to be grateful but i can’t.. im constantly in fight or flight mode.. with work stress , kids being ill, baby not sleeping or eating. i find it difficult to be naturally happy.. trying to not consume alcohol.. keeping relationship afloat .. managing parents , in laws, social calendar
don’t recognise myself in the mirror anymore so stopped looking even …
every week i feel different because there is a different fire to fight..
not sure what to do .. my kids only want me.. so even if i get help.. it’s me that needs to do most yhings