Sorry for the long intro.
My anxiety comes from external factors and I can massively over react to situations and then start the endless ruminating. I think I’ve always been like this to some extent. I am for the most part fine but every now and again I get consumed with something and my anxiety spirals. I’ve had a difficult year with an unexpected family bereavement in January, and subsequent ongoing complications which I am reluctantly dealing with, and I think I’ve been on high alert ever since. I get periods where I’m fine but then something can set me off again. I tend to latch on to something and off I go. Some of the issues that I’ve worried myself sick about, I look back and wonder why? Time passed and things resolved but in the moment I was kind of obsessed.
Even when I am feeling ok there is always a tiny thought in the background that it won’t last. I give things more importance than they deserve.
I really don’t want to go on antidepressants. I’ve tried different ones in the past and for me they didn’t work. I still worried over situations the same way and struggled with side effects. Tried cbt with not much effect.
I am looking for alternatives just to keep me on an even keel and a bit more relaxed and accepting so that when life events come along I can take things in my stride and move on without going off on one.
Has anyone tried cbd oil or ashwagandha etc with any success? Or any other suggestions?
Thank you.