Mobbed at work. Completely overloaded.
On top of this, my now XDP’s ex threw the kids out and got full custody of his kids. I filled out all the forms for him for school etc. (not in UK)
We had to arrange working hours between us to make it work.
Kids messed up because of what happened - didn’t want to do anything other than play on their phones during our summer holiday - not even a dog walk.
Then I got accused of wanting to do nothing other than read my Kindle.
XDP now because I dared to ask him to talk to his eldest about disrespecting me. We were watching a film together and she switched it off.
I am sure most will say I have had a lucky escape but before all of this he was my safe place from work and now I just feel so lost and very alone.
I started psychotherapy in the middle of September.
I have been off sick since beginning of August.
I just feel so stupid and hurt. He called me last Friday, said he missed me, said the kids were with their mum - could we talk but we ended up having sex. He wrote that evening but nothing since.
I just needed to rant a little as the weekends are the worst.