I’ve been on 20mg fluoxetine daily for 6 years.
For the first 5 years it really helped - I had a 1-year-old at the time and was struggling with intense despair, rage, and emotional flatness. The medication levelled me out and stopped the anger.
But for the past year, I’ve felt nothing: no libido, no excitement about holidays, music, or films. I’ve even had breakdowns wondering what the point of life is if I can’t feel anything.
Looking back, it made sense to be on it then - pandemic, furlough, a toddler, new area, no support network. But now I’m questioning whether I should try life without it.
I’m on 20mg (can’t split the pills), and I’ve read that with fluoxetine’s long half-life, alternating days isn’t a good tapering method because it causes withdrawal.
I’m on day 2 with no pills and already wobbling about whether this is a terrible idea. Has anyone done this before? How did you taper safely?