Who do you call when the people reeking havoc on your life are the people in charge of the resources in your life? This is not a rhetorical question i am literally here for answers, direction, assistance, advice or just a peace of mind in knowing somebody outside of this diabolical gangstalk and harrasment, ( i think its even safe to call it witchcraft like real rituals held somewhere to bring me harm or try to "off" me) knows too. I have been suffering in silence for the past few months about things that have been happening to me for the last 3+ years because no one believes me or they have condoned the behavior of these Institutions/Organizations/Facilities and Authorities. I had a breakdown today because i cant get any service on a phone i just got and not having any communication is a BIG problem for us at this time. I wanted help and grief counseling and just someone to help me make sense of it all (my Moms birthday just passed, and cps came with bad and incorrect info asking for her, trying to scare me or throw me off, i found another quarter at my threshold today and they (maintenance) keep leaving the locked entrance doors open) I need to grieve and heal so i can move on, i cant move on if its all around me, i have to relocate asap, my cousin left me hanging on going to atlanta to get some peace maybe live, my taxes were taken away from me so i dont have the funds to just up and go now, and they took the car its still in the impound with everyones gift and a few of my Mom's last wishes to pass out to the kids and Daddy in it if they didnt take that out too: the Holidays are coming the anniversary of this carjacking by police (literally coming out of the bushes) is coming on the 27th it feels like yesterday to me, everyday) but the last time i reached out to mental health for help they tried to give me drugs (schizophrenic meds) for hallucinations. They told me it was for sleep and i thought it would be something like what i was prescribed before. It was for hallucinations, they called and kept pressing me to take them but for some reason i couldn't and didnt but i decided to look them up. The next day or so this facility (The Centers for Families and Children on Euclid Ave in Cleveland OHIO) sent the police/cps to my house to threaten to kick in my door on a "wellness check". I asked who sent them and who were they looking for They gave me a name i never heard of and said she was my boss. Lets just say not only did they lie, they also tried to open my door, however because their answers were garbage i sent them on their way. I did not open my door. There is so much more to this and many levels too it and if i get just one person to take me serious and see what i have, it might just change the whole game with mental health and single parent households. I am being targeted by the police, fire department, landlord, maintenance, neighbors and affiliates of people who orchestrated me being bullied out of my home almost 4 years ago. One of them is coming here for an inspection on the 3rd. I was literally moved into this apartment to be watch, stalked, intimidated, harassed and carjacked by police. During and after having part of the case dismissed (the attroney was a plant in this situation) because there is no evidence to their lie, the stalking and all has increased into another level. It sounds unbelievable but i was there, in sound mind and body, so was my daughter. And this is why i am trying to get some assistance with handling my mental health and holding them accountable otherwise itll be another 4 years if they dont "off" me by then. My daughter is everything sweet. what happens to me WILL affect her. I think they want me dead or so incapacitated i cant defend myself, and take my kid and probably hurt her. They have tried many times to hurt us, however the Universe said no, at those times. I am still human though. I want some help to grieve in peace. I have lost 5 people including my Mom within in the last 2 years, was carjacked by the police, stalked by fire department, neighbor who is also maintenance and my landlord who all like to peek thru my windows, listen to my door and peek on the peephole, and strangers who come and mark my door with quarters and take pictures of my door. I KNOW IT SOUND CRAZY DONT IT? but i have proof of it all. So as i started off asking, i cant complain to my housing department because they moved me here to be under these circumstances, i cant go to the police because they already stole from me and tried to snatch me out the car along with stalking me everytime i leave my house, i reached out to a few law firms and "they're not taking these these type of cases" and i informed mental health and they tried to shut me up and down. My daughter is great she has goals that i wanna see happen for her. I cant do it from here ( this apartment , city for that matter) I have dreams and goals i would like to live out in honor of my Mother because she said "you can win and you will if you sign up for it". I believe her. I cant do any of it from here. I cant do it by myself without healing first and i want us to feel protected while we do it even if its only a feeling. Just tryna feel something else other than angst around us. I feel these people have been doing this for so long and getting away with it they dont have to use common sense to get it done, they have money immunity, or people like them to pull them out and never being held responsible, they think everyone is on drugs and therefore wont have the common sense to challenge their lack of. I dont do drugs, i dont drink, i have 2 degrees and many certifications to acknowlege my progress. they played on what they thought my weakness but im not where they think i am mentally. I have one weakness now and they are working on her. Ill be more than happy to receive any information that will help us out of this line of fire with these gremlins. Please and Thank you