I didn't even know it existed until yesterday.
I do suffer from Winter SAD, I really can not tolerate the depths of Winter especially January and February but I have also always struggled with high summer and the heat. I find the brightness too much (always wear sunglasses as I am very light sensitive), I hate the heat, hate feeling hot and sticky, I can feel quite unwell from being in the direct sun for even a short while. I struggle to sleep well during summer nights (sleep solidly during Winter), my anxiety rises to unbearable levels in the height of summer as does my depression. The heat leaves me sluggish and unmotivated. I hate that I can only walk my dog either very early or very late in the day. And I hate myself so hating summer as it seems to be everyone else's favourite time of the year.
I also hate that the heat exacerbates my IBS leaving me feeling so bloated and nauseous all the time.
Yesterday was raining and 18 and it was bliss, I felt so physically and mentally comfortable.
I love Spring and I adore Autumn and I do love the sun but only when it's weak and not intense. I love mellow September and October days it's only during these days that I'm truly happy and content tbh.
Anyone else get this?
Oh, I do have ADHD, not sure if there is any connection at all but thought I'd throw that in.