What is the point

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In anything, really. I am at such a low point. All I have going round my head is the relief I’d feel to not be here anymore. I have no friends. The one friend I had has just cut me off. I’ve tried apologising, I’m being stonewalled and ignored. I’m failing as a mum, I’m failing as a human. The tears won’t stop and I want to close my eyes and not wake up. I am so done.

Please call the Samaritans - 116 123. No matter what you are going through your children need you, today, tomorrow and everyday.

Please reach out for some help in real life. You're not a failure you just need some help right now.

How many times can you apologise to someone for upsetting them. I’ve now apologised twice and tried to make amends and am just being ignored. It’s made me feel so worthless as a person. All the many times I’ve been there for this person as a friend, supported them etc, and now im punished for getting frustrated and saying the wrong thing. I’m only human, wtf. I’m so down, I just feel like nothing

I have no patience for my kids, I’m just snappy and crying constantly, they’d be better off with someone else anyway at this point

Sometimes you just can't make amends OP. Some people refuse to forgive and move on and that is a reflection of them and not you.

Your kids need you. That doesn't change because you are snappy or upset they still need you.

You won't always feel like this.

You've done what you can - leave it for now and concentrate on getting better for you and your children.