I have been on ad's for so many years now and towards the end of last year I was on my lowest dose ever.
Then my dd was seriously ill in hospital
As dh owns an estate agency this credit crunch is really affecting our income
My much loved Gran died (after long painful illness)
I have coped well with all this till the last few days now I feel I am in that big black cloud and just want to sit and cry all time MIL came over at weekend and everything she did/said wound me up to the point I had to go upstairs to "the toilet" for a cry.
To make matters worse my ds is playing up - which I'm sure is because I am such a mess and have no patience with him at the moment.
Life really feels like s* and I cant see any way of lifting this black cloud.
Why can others just sail through lifes disasters and I just get dragged down by them.
Sorry so long but dh just can tunderstand when I say I feel like I'm in a black cloud even though all disasters are over (apart from credit crunch which dh assures me he has under control at work