I've a big day in the office tomorrow. I normally work from home. Have done for years with the exception of 2 days per month. I find these days incredibly difficult.
I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder. Was on citalopram for years, just recently switched to venlafaxine.
I can't sleep, I rarely sleep well. I need to be functional tomorrow. My job is so demanding. I'm meant to quit alcohol completely. I've had a bottle of wine and half a zopiclone. I'm scared I'll not wake up. I know I shouldn't mix them, but I'm so desperate to sleep. I'm exhausted. I hope I've not done anything too silly. I've a you've sen child and 2 teens. I guess I'll find out tomorrow.