Had a really bad day...

[TheWiltedRose]

Coulldnt even bring myself to getting out of bed today, one comment just sparked me off and i felt like sobbing my eyes out.

Feel so alone. Havnt self harmed in over 2 months but nearly did today but didnt becasue ds1 came up to me and said whats the matter mummy you sad? and gave me a cuddle and i couldnt do it.

Everyone ive talked to online today has said the perfunctury are you ok and it will get better then gone on with there lives and im here just thinking what have i got thats worth it?

OH,sweetheart
Of cousre you are worth it.
Your ds1 sounds a sweetie.
I feel similar but the dcs make me realise I have to carry on,for them.NO2 is sn.
HUGS XXXXXXX

you've got a ds - he's more than worth it. Are you in treatment? If so contact them, if not get to your GP ASAP.

Its just so hard when ds1 says wheres daddy and i dont knwo what to say.
I had such good intentions and now i just fall straight back into wallowing and i dont want to but i cant stop

Hurt back yesterday and when i woke up i couldnt move for two hours and ds2 was in cot crying and i couldnt get to him and i felt like crap and if i wasnt on my own he would have been ok

Do you feel able to get to gps WR??Are you a single parent??Hats off to you.i WAS A SP for 8 onths while dp in hospital and its hard.I had prozac for 2 months which levelled me out but its not for everybody.Look after yourself,sweetheart.Donn't feel bad about getting ads it can help.More hugs Wrinkly xxx

Im thinking of moving

How are you doing today TWR ?

Did you get calpol and bonjela yet?

Hi im doing ok today spent all day outside and then came back in and cleaned my living room!

No calpol and bonjella yet but he seems to be over the worst of it and now just grizzles a little.

glad your doing ok today

let me know if you dont get any, i can post you some if need be