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Voices, poisoning, blood

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NealsBackYard · 25/01/2025 01:19

Why are voices loudest in the middle of the night? I’m being hounded tonight. They won’t leave me alone. Being poisoned, infected, diseased. Home Treatment Team gave me zopiclone and diazepam but I still can’t sleep, too noisy. Nasty crowd. So tired. Rang MH first response line earlier. Nice but ineffective man. Tried to explain how the poison in my blood was causing my sad thoughts and how letting blood out is the only cure. But I don’t think he understood. No one believes me and I’m so angry. I’ll end up so poisoned and contaminated soon, it’s multiplying. The evil first got in me so long ago it’s had a long time to reproduce grow spread. Any way to stop all this? I want to swap my head for someone else’s with nice thoughts like flowers and smiles and cakes and soft rabbits. Or sleep, don’t know if I can have more tablets maybe. Nights are long. Need to purify the germs does anyone know how? Sorry and thank you.

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ADuvetIsNotJustForHalloween · 25/01/2025 07:27

Hi @NealsBackYard,
I've just seen this and didn't want to leave it without a reply. How are you doing now? I hope you're feeling a little better.
Can you ring the Mental Health First Response line again? You might get someone different. Maybe the Samaritans could help too, even just someone to talk to? You could call them on 116 123. You can email them to at [email protected] . Do you think that might help?
In the mean time, are you safe for now?

Holdonforsummer · 25/01/2025 07:29

Now it’s daytime, have you got a friend or family member you can reach out to? Someone to come and look after you and help you get some help today? Hope you are ok.

NealsBackYard · 25/01/2025 08:58

Thanks for replying and caring. I am doing a bit better, daylight helps with feeling safer and less scared. Apologies if it was inappropriate to write the post, not thinking clearly lately. Hopefully HTT can see me today.

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LovelyCuppyTea · 25/01/2025 17:37

I too hope you’re feeling better. Fwiw I read your message last night and didn’t reply for fear of saying the wrong thing 😳

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