Hi, please can someone talk. I feel extremely worthless. I very often think about ending my life because my existence is not contributing anything towards anything. Nothing to the country (I only take...I'm on benefits). Nothing to society. Nothing to my community. Nothing to friends or family. There is literally no reason for me to be here. I cost money to society because I have used various resources such as nhs, ambulance, police, council..... I have a support worker.
I'm passed the point of trying to enjoy life, what is the point of all this money being spent on me?
I know that I do have talents and skills, but we are so far away from me being able to use them, and I will never be able to repay what I have taken, from this country.
I would end it. I don't particularly want to continue this. I'm remaining alive because there are a few people who will be sad if I die.......