I have been on antidepressants for most of my adult life for anxiety/depression. I was on Escitalopram for 14 years but recently found the carbohydrate cravings worse and I had reduced my dose as far down as I could. The menopause hit and HRT has taken care of most symptoms except irritability. The menopause clinic suggested increasing the Escitalopram to help this but I wanted off. I took Prozac for one month but had a loose bowel and so stopped for 4 days and have taken Sertraline for the past 4 days.
My head is all over the place I work up last night with a panic attack and my Dr gave me 2mg Diazepam in case I need it at the weekend. The worst of it is the ruminating thoughts though. 6 days ago I found out that an old boyfriend of mine going back years had died. I was very shocked and now I cannot get him out of my head. I think the drugs are making this worse and I keep thinking what if I never get over this. It's all so dramatic will it stop soon please? What can I do?
I would just like to add that Escitalopram gave me my life back and I have lived really without too much anxiety and no real panic all that time so perhaps being a bit overweight is worth it. I'm confused