Hi all,
I have suffered hugely with anxiety, health anxiety, intrusive thoughts and depression ever since the birth of my first child 11 years ago. I had a traumatic pregnancy and think I have a bit of PTSD. I have tried CBT over the years which hasn't been helpful, I have tried meditation, exercise etc and all work for a little bit but then i slip into an 'episode' which can last months. I have self diagnosed myself with multiple diseases and it ruins my life.
I have tried a few different antidepressants, Citlaopram didn't work even on 40mg, Sertraline made me suicidal and I have now been put on Escitalopram 4 months ago. Mentally I feel great, quite calm BUT I have put on 2 stones in that time. I am hungry ALL THE TIME. I already struggle with my weight and have an underactive thyroid which i am medicated for but this weight gain is really getting me down. I have gone from a 14 to a size 16-18 and I feel disgusting. I am trying to make better food choices but I can't believe how hungry I am.
I am debating going back to the GP to try and change it
Has anyone else had this?