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Has anyone else lost all their friends through stupid actions whilst depressed?

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Nat1H · 24/04/2008 20:03

I have done this in the past and so you would think I would learn from my mistakes, but oh no - I've just done it again! But with work colleagues this time. Have completely alienated myself through gossiping about the boss. I hadn't even intended talking to this particualr person (the one I was gossiping with) as I felt so shitty that day, but got dragged into a conversation and all my bad feelings came out. The boss has found out and now all the other staff know what I have done. I KNOW it is my own fault, but I also know that if I was in a proper state of mind and not so anxious/depressed/knackered, that it would never have happened in the first place. I have explained to the boss my reasons and she has been really supportive, but really feel I have let all the other staff down. So much so that I have resigned. Feel much more shitty than usual now.

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donbean · 24/04/2008 20:04

ahh shit nat...resigned, was that really necissary????

Nat1H · 24/04/2008 20:17

I feel like I have lost the trust of everyone. I can't work in that sort of environment. Am probably just feeling extra weak at the moment, but I prefer to resign than telling the whole staff I am constantly having panic attacks!

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ditavonteesed · 25/04/2008 08:36

(((((())))))
can't really say much but I hope you feel better soon. xx

TotalChaos · 25/04/2008 08:38

very sorry to hear you've resigned. I really don't think when you feel so panicky it is a good time to make important decisions like this. I do know I have been more loose tongued than normal when feeling slightly down - so I can understand how it happens.

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