Just wondering if anyone else relates to this feeling? My entire life i have felt this way..the odd one out. Part of the group but not really, trying to understand and integrate but not having a clue how and when I do I end up being annoying (i have unfortunately been told this and shown it through body language). It has gotten to the point where I no longer want to try to participate in groups because it's just too difficult for me and leave feeling worse.
Possibly autistic, possibly childhood trauma from a critical mean judgemental father not sure!