I've had anxiety mainly health anxiety and OCD for many years, sometimes it can be very well managed and other times not so much. I have developed this intense fear of dying and death. It terrifies me and fills me with dread. There the fear of becoming sick or dying suddenly, checking my body obsessively etc and then there is the thought that one day I will die and I won't be here. I can't comprehend it. I think about it and it sends chills through my whole body, my whole body feels Shakey and horrible and it just makes me want to cry. Sends me into complete panic and meltdown. I just cannot get my head around one day I won't be here and I won't be a living person. It's fucked up. It's destroying my life. I've had many therapies and medications over the years but nothing has stopped it, it's always there. Anyone else ever felt the same?