I'm going through a horrible marriage breakdown I feel like a failure! I get social anxiety severe I'm trying to join a social club but sometimes I feel left out the conversation.I'm so depressed my 9 year old blames me for my marriage breakdown I tried so hard for us to work as a family I'm suffering as in shock he's filed I keep crying! he gets annoyed with me for crying too much or for talking about my feelings too much about the divorce he said he's still happy to be a friend! I try not to talk to him I feel upset most of the day I feel worthless inside I try to have a good relationship with DD please answer I'm struggling so much I don't know were to turn I miss us being a couple I struggle with change he says he's not close to me he says I was intolerable as I said too much h how I felt!