Hi everyone,
I broke out a dv relationship over a year ago, he's the father to our daughter, we are going through court for contact. He was so controlling and hungry for power, I was crushed and always under his shadow. I grew and was happy but this last few months have been really hard, I've gone through therapy, they've moved me higher up as CBT isn't helping, I've been diagnosed with generalised anxiety and ptsd. I myself am awaiting for an autism assessment along with my little boy. Cafcass have said they don't think contact centre but want ne meet him with our daughter in parks with a court worker, this has really effecting me and impacting drastically on my mental health, he s3xually abused me and I was not allowed out, he raised his fists at me name called, shouted, screamed in my face, shake me, pushed me out of bed ending in bruising. I cannot be around this man but they are making it an order, I really can't express how I feel, I've never been so low, I have thought about not being here anymore but there are more reasons to stay than go, I've enough thought about going back with him. He's made it clear he isn't doing this for our daughter, he wasn't just me. Please if someone can help me with this as I'm really struggling. It's a section 7 with court as I have so much evidence. He also has 2 convictions for hitting a police and emergency worker. He's also an alcoholic