I am so depressed, drained and tired all the time, I self harm just to calm myself down, I don’t want to get out of bed but I have to because I have children to look after. I have no support or a village to go to help. I dream about leaving the house and never coming back just walk out the front door and never look back!!! I just want to leave I don’t care where, I’m at home 24/7 with my children driving me insane that I just don’t want to be here. (I do love my kids don’t get me wrong I’ve just had enough) it’s just me doing everything with no help or support from so called family or their dad. I’m there for everyone else but no one is there for me.