I suspect I have this. 20 years of shit mental health. Have tried citalopram, sertraline, respiridone, pregablin, venlafaxine, diazepam. Have had years of counselling- cbt, dbt, Schema Therapy, EMDR, probably others I don't remember. Diagnosed depression anxiety and dysthymia. Losing hope I'll ever be well. Right now I just don't care about anything. Don't want to do anything. Is anyone able to share any hope?