I’m 7 months pregnant, I have 3 children and my partner has one from a previous relationship. My youngest two are with him. I’ve always struggled with what I now am pretty sure is adhd. My partner was the typical love bombing person at the beginning. He hooked me and then treated me like crap. I kept being stupid and taking him back, and things have just kept happening to basically make me feel completely trapped. I have a terrible relationship with my parents, and at the moment I feel like I’m going crazy with feeling alone. He treats his child from a previous relationship better than our kids, which makes things really strained every time they’re here, especially when that’s what I had to deal with growing up. The last 3 weeks have been hell. I’m finding things difficult to cope with, and just can’t bite my tongue when things are upsetting me. He tells me he should kick the crap out of me, how my kids will see how much of a psycho I am, how nobody cares about me and no wonder my parents have always treated me like crap. I honestly feel so alone, and when I asked him to leave, he has outright refused. Saying he will screw me over with my benefits and make me lose everything. I’m currently losing a family member which is really messing with my head, and he keeps telling me I’m sick and wrong for being upset with him about other stuff on top of that. I just don’t know what to do anymore. He won’t leave, my financial situation is horrendous thanks to him, and even though he isn’t on the tenancy he’s trying to make me leave instead. I'm a SAHM but am trying to build my business up, I’m exhausted, and honestly not sure if it’s all me being this awful person, or if it’s him. He does cook sometimes, but I do everything else round the house… I’ve not really got any friends anymore since being with him… all my friends can’t stand him. I am just lost, he’s trying to make me think my kids are better off without me…