Hi,
I've got my first counselling session tomorrow. I've had CBT but was referred to counselling. I'm a closed book mostly lots of childhood trauma that's been buried I'm an anxious wreck about my telephone appointment tomorrow. I have really good days, then days where I could jump off a ledge. I don't know how I will wake up feeling. I work full time keep a lid on things mostly but it's draining and no way to live.
Anyhow I reached out and got some help god knows what they will as me or how they can help.