I'm in a massive hole, I lost my rented flat during a bad depressive episode. Moved into my car, with my dog. The bailiff applied for housing, was told will be a room in a hostel. I realise I got myself in this situation but I just feel so weak to face this reality. I have nothing anymore, no relationships, no job, no money, haven't seen my daughter in months, my cars on last legs, my clothes are all mouldy from damp, I can't shower. Theres noone I can turn to as don't want to bring them down, and it's selfish as Im not available when they've needed me. I don't know what to do or where to turn, I'm not able to think rationally right now. I feel too anxious to do anything! Any advice please?