TW.. stuck between a rock and a hard place.

[hk1993x]

Hi all, sorry about the silly title.

I was wondering if anyone else gets the feeling like they don't want to die but they don't want to live like this anymore?

I feel like im totally stuck. My kids and DH bring me lots of love and happiness but I feel they are better off without me. I just ruin everything for them with my crying, horrible mood swings and just down right stupidness.

I haven't harmed myself and I don't have intentions to but I just want to wake up in the morning and FEEL NORMAL.

I am on 60mg fluxoetine and just been put on 25mg Lamotrigine.

Has anyone tried Lamotrigine that can offer me some hope? 🥹

Sorry for the ramble ❤️

They still love you @hk1993x so don’t give up trying.

I was on sertraline and because it didn't help lamotrigine was added. It worked well. My dose ended up to be 200mg