I was prescribed them a week ago, and they have been locked away in my cupboard ever since.
I was prescribed them for depression, PTSD, anxiety and panic attacks.
I am having very distressing flashbacks.
In addition I am perimenopausal. My hormones have gone completely crazy, and my cycle is all messed up. This adds to how I am feeling.
I am limited to what medication I can take due to hemiplegic migraines.
As regards the sertraline. If I knew I would be fine taking it, I wouldn't hesitate, but it is very much fear of the unknown and what I have read (other people's scary experiences when starting taking it - some of which have lasted for a month or longer).
The side effects I read about just sound horrendous. If it was just an upset stomach I could cope with that, but people have reported feeling "disconnected from their body", feeling dizzy, erratic heartbeat, really bad headaches, overwhelming tiredness (I'm a carer to my severely disabled son and need to be alert), visual disturbances (I get this with the migraines I have and it terrifies me), and the thing that scares me most - some have experienced suicidal thoughts while taking them.
On top of that I somehow feel guilty for not taking them when they have been prescribed for me, but I am just so scared.