Hey guys
I’m really struggling and need some advice.
I’m currently in titration I’ve been on concerta XL since January, I’ve recently introduced medikinet 5mg and now upped too 10mg.
I’m struggling with my medication it was good at first for a week and then it doesn’t work instead it’s done the opposite effect such as I have no drive I’m worse now than I was before! I’m so lethargic, I’m more angry and aggressive, as soon as I take it I could sleep for days on end. Makes me so brain dead almost like I just can’t think for myself everything comes across like a chore even going to the toilet it’s a fight to even go. I’m exhausted I’m constantly crying I just want to lay down permanently and not speak or do anything. Last time I was like this I had post partum depression but I don’t feel depressed as when the medicine wears off I’m
Okish like less emotional (plus I’m on citalopram). I spoke to my prescriber and we’ve constantly changed doses and taking breaks and then adding the medikinet but now she thinks there’s something else underlining that I don’t know about.
My emotions are all over the place swapping and changing several times a day. I have no patience for anyone or anything. I just feel like punching anyone who tries to talk to me I mean ANYONE.
I’m really stressed about it all I feel like I have bad imposter syndrome and that maybe I don’t have ADHD. Or I’m just always going to be a broken mess. I just don’t know what else to do and I’m desperate because I really don’t want to keep feeling like this. 
